I began to remember the camp of last year. I noticed my head was
hitting almost empty. I remember being in the camp and following camp
camps and watching camp sites. But I don't remember what I did in the
camp.
I remember at the beginning of the camp I was in a big scout camp that
took the forces completely. I remember crying in that scout camp earlier
than any camp earlier. Or was the scout camp at the beginning of The
Camp Reset or was it at the end? Actually, I don't remember that
anymore.
I remember my pain in the camp with the Handbook. I didn't get any grip
on it. I couldn't use a handbook and the size seemed quite wrong. I
remember making a new menu for the old one and decorating it fine. I
remember participating in a sing a long broadcast and doing foot
baths. I remember how the camp was looking for treasure and we got
lovely coloring pages. Of course I needed help to find them too, because
I didn't understand anything about the instructions. I remember a
common film night I couldn't attend because of the time difference.
I just remember the little flashes of the last summer camp. After the
camp, I did get caught handbook idea, and I'm almost done half a year
every month of the Handbook. But I have not returned to the camp
contents. Last summer everything was somehow so messy. I had done two
huge projects in addition to my own work. Was it any wonder that I could
not give myself the time and opportunity to internalize the camp and
calm down on the camp.
That scholar I have tried to silence. You have to try to enjoy life in
that moment and create memories. I remember those small flashes and the
support I received while I was in the scout camp. The fact that I saw
people around me caring. Together there is more and cooperation is
superioTogether there is more and cooperation is superior.
Yours, Voikku
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